Behind the creator
This offering was born from a season of unraveling.
At 21, everything I knew began to fall apart—family hardship, heartbreak, and the quiet pressure of becoming the provider far too young. I hit rock bottom and found myself questioning everything: the pain, the purpose, the point of going on.
In that darkness, slowly, something stirred.
Not all at once, and never easily—but enough to remind me that my birth wasn’t a mistake. That even in the ache, something sacred was waiting to be remembered.
Astrology, Human Design, Numerology, and Gene Keys became my compass.
Not answers—but gentle invitations to begin again.
To rebuild. To soften. To see myself more clearly.
I began to understand the parts of me I had once resisted:
My Virgo Sun—the perfectionist always reaching.
My Scorpio Venus and Mars—the craving for depth and emotional truth.
My Aquarius Midheaven—the soul that came not to conform, but to awaken.
I learned that life’s purpose isn’t just to find yourself.
Because often, the self we seek… was never lost.
It was quietly unfolding all along.
Nine Cosmic is my way of passing that light forward.
For anyone wandering in the dark—may you feel seen here.
May you remember you're held by something greater.
And may you trust that even the hardest stories can become the most beautiful beginnings.
You don’t need all the answers. The mystery is part of the magic.
Etched into the ancient pillars of the Temple of Apollo are the words: “Know Thyself.”
Not as a command—but as an invitation.
So may you walk this path not in search of certainty, but in devotion to wonder.
And in doing so, may you come home—to you.
With warmth,
Quincy
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“As above, so below, as within, so without, as the universe, so the soul.”
- Hermes Trismegistus
Nine Cosmic
Behind the name
The number nine has always held something sacred for me. In numerology, it is the number of completion, compassion, and wholeness—a gentle ending that holds space for a new beginning. I was born a Life Path Nine, and in many ways, this path chose me long before I understood what it meant.
There is a quiet magic in the number nine—no matter how it multiplies, it always returns to itself.
9 × 5 = 45 → 4 + 5 = 9
9 × 8 = 72 → 7 + 2 = 9
It is the number that remembers where it came from.
As a child, I was mesmerized by numbers. That fascination slowly grew into a deeper curiosity about the self, the soul, and the stars—an ever-expanding desire to understand who we are and why we’re here.
The word Cosmic was chosen with equal intention. To me, it is a reminder that nothing is separate—not you, not me, not the stars overhead. We are microcosms dancing within the macrocosm, individual notes in a much greater rhythm.
Nine Cosmic is a reflection of that belief:
That we each carry a unique blueprint, a divine pattern, a sacred pulse.
And when we learn to move in harmony with it, we begin to dance with the rhythm of everything.